In the bleak midwinter

In the bleak midwinter, frosty wind made moan, Earth stood hard as iron, water like a stone; Snow had fallen, snow on snow, snow on snow,
In the bleak midwinter, long ago.

I have always loved living in the UK.  And one of my favourite things about living here is the contrast between the seasons.  I love observing the world and how it changes through the seasons.

When I was younger I was a huge David Bellamy fan, imagine David Attenborough for kids! I would spend hours observing nature and recreating it into drawings for family and friends.  I once did a whole project on leaves, trees and the dependency of birds on the fruit of the land and sent it to the BBC c/o David Bellamy.  Looking back I had a fascination with winter, the stark contrast between the white snowy backdrop and the red berries offered to the birds every winter.

As I got older and became responsible for a family I would always look forward to the retrieving into the home during the winter months.  I loved shutting out the demands of the world as I closed the curtains earlier and earlier in the day. 

I also loved that there is less housework to do in the Winter, once the garden is bedded for the winter there is much less to do in presenting your home to a watching world.  The dust in the house seems less obvious and you can get away with a quick hoover now and again.

This year I was reflecting on my winter memories of the past and considered how these attitudes had subtly changed over the years, and as always I was doing this while singing the carol ‘In the bleak midwinter’.

My husband doesn’t understand how you can think of multiple things all at the same time which somehow relate to one another at the end.  I often ask him what he is thinking about as he sits in quiet contemplation and it is hard for me to consider the reality of ‘nothing just resting my brain’.

But in the complexity of my brain I get to consider big life things from the mundane every day tasks of life.

It was in the everyday task of singing this carol that I was given the opportunity to reflect on the juxtaposition of the words that seem to reflect two different worlds that don’t seem they should ever meet.  But in reality it is the world that Jesus chose to be born into.

Christina Rossetti wrote this as a poem for a local paper and called it ‘A Christmas Carol’ it wasn’t until after her death that it was set to music and became the carol that has been sung across the world since.

What Christina has wonderfully imaginatively done is brought Jesus into the reality of the London life she sees around her.  It is obvious to us that Jesus wasn’t born on a wintery snowy day but it is the London that Christina sees before her.  But at her heart I am convinced that Christina wasn’t joining together the quintessential wintery Christmas card scene with the wonder of childbirth but the bleakness of the human condition that was so evident around her in the darkness of the London smog and the gloom of the everyday Victorian people trying to make ends meet.

I am convinced it is in this bleakness of the wintery scene that she brings the promise of the Lord Jesus, the hope seen through the eyes of all who met him on the day of his birth, the miracle where heaven and earth meet.

This eternal light that shines into the bleakness of life, the light that brings life where there was death.  It is a carol that understands the promise of the Saviour, that understands humanity’s need of the only hope that will sustain us through the darkness of this broken world, a carol that dares to look up out of the gloom and trust in the promises only God can fulfil.

And as I reflected on all these things since, I came to realise that the lack of housework wasn’t the gift but the gift of winter was a time of rest in Him, a time to reflect on why he came, a time to draw others in rather than shut them out, a time to bring those out of the cold and into the warmth given by Christ himself.

You see the reality of the dark is that it may hide the grime but it is still there and needs dealing with in the Spring.

Jesus birth always points us to the hope of Spring, the reality that Jesus’ death at Easter is the fulfilment of the promise of Christmas. 

And maybe at the beginning, I wanted to hide in the darkness because this was the place where I felt safest, unseen, wallowing in the despair of sin, afraid of the light that would expose the sin within.

But the glorious truth is we no longer need to live with the burden of the grime our sin creates, for Jesus doesn’t just rescue us from sin he also washes us clean.

So whether this Christmas time you are overwhelmed by the bleakness of the world or your own sin. Whether you just want to shut the world out or you want time to reflect take a leaf out of Christina’s book and let us come together to respond in the only way that brings true hope…..

‘What can I give Him, poor as I am?
If I were a shepherd, I would bring a lamb;
If I were a wise man, I would do my part,
Yet what I can I give him, give Him my heart.’ Amen.

The Gift of Lamenting

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Father why did you create me,

Only to suffer at the hands of those you put over me

Why can’t they care what happens to me,

Why must I journey this life alone.

Father, please hear my cry,

To know I am loved beyond measure.

Remind my soul to forever trust,

In your unfailing love.

Without you I would be but a speck of dust,

Unseen and unheard.      Anon

How many of us have felt like his?  How many of us wish our lives were better?  How many of us resent the way we are or have been treated?

Whatever the circumstances of the life of this author there seems to be a common voice for the people in the world we come across today, especially those who feel life shouldn’t have been as hard as it is.   Many of these people demonstrate this through anger, bitterness, rage; for others they manipulate to get what they want, they quietly work out in their minds how to get what they think they deserve.

As a Christian I have often thought that lamenting was a form of self-pity, a moping about, hey look at me, my life is worse than yours.  A dear Christian friend once challenged this thinking and suggested I took time to lament because the idea of lamenting comes from the word of God.  As a stubborn learner it was many years later before I began to understand and see what a gift of God lamenting is.

The two great biblical Lamenters that come to mind are Jeremiah and King David.

Jeremiah always lamented not for the things that happened to him but for the ways in which Israel continually rejected God.  Jeremiah’s heart for Israel was that they would come to understand that God was for them not against them.  That Israel would come to love God as he loved them and had always provided for them.

This should be the heart of every Christian towards the people trapped in the brokenness of this world. That, it is their blindness to God’s love and provision for them that results in the choices they make.  Just like Jeremiah who continually cried out to God on behalf of Israel may we pray like Jeremiah for and on behalf of the world we live in.

On the other hand, David’s lamentations were often for his personal journey, crying out to God in the face of great tribulation and rejection. There were often enemies at David’s door, ready to kill him, from King Saul through to his own Son.  King David even lamented the death of this very same Son.

Psalm 139 is filled with the wonder of being created in God’s image, to the crying out for justice to those who do evil, to the defeat of the enemies bent on his destruction but at the end of the Psalm, David’s cry is for God to change his own heart, to check to see if there is anything offensive within himself.

This is the journey of the Christian, of the one who has been transported out of darkness into the marvellous light of Jesus Christ. Whose hearts are transformed from hearts of pointing fingers at their enemies to their hearts depending on their Saviour. Who then in turn recognise that it is through Christ alone who takes us on the journey from Sinner to Saint, not because we earned it, but because he has mercy on us.

This gift of lamenting relines our hearts, having confidence the Father sees all things and judges all things justly.  That he hears and responds to our cries out of love for us. And through Jesus promises not to leave us where he found us.

The author of today’s lament had that realisation that it wasn’t the wrongs that had been done against ‘Anon’ that define us, but the Salvation of the one who loves and provides for us.  It is in the hope of God’s salvation plan that transforms us from being but a speck of dust to being seen and heard.

The art of complaining

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“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28

One of my worst triggers when my children were small was when they were whinging and whining.  It seems to be the internal red button in many parents that may start as a simmering annoyance to an outright explosion ‘just stop whinging’.

Most good parents teach their children not to complain and to be thankful for what we do for them and how we provide for them.

But is this the biblical thing to do? Or is it a means by which we can manufacture some peace and quiet, which certainly seemed to be my most urgent priority.

When my children were younger there was a book called ‘Peace at last’ all about a Mummy bear doing whatever she could to escape the din of life and find a moment of peace and quiet. It certainly brought a smile and some hope to my desire not to be responsible for another human being just for one minute.

Most of us would agree that complaining is really annoying and if you want to be a good person you shouldn’t verbalise your complaints or find a nice way of saying it.  However social media has taken complaining to a different level; it seems to have opened the door to airing every opinion about any and every situation any and every person may ever find themselves in.  There seems to be an every growing belief that all views are valid, whether it destroys the life of another human being or not.

Is there really an art of complaining, is there really a valid way of expressing the frustrations of living life together?

A good question every person can ask themselves is How does God parent me?

What do we see in scripture in how God conducts himself when his people are whinging and whining and God’s provision for complaining.

One of the best examples of people whinging and whining in the bible is when the Israelites had been rescued from Egypt and miraculously walked through the Red Sea towards the promised land. They whinged and whined about how life in Egypt was so much better than starving in the desert, however they had quickly forgotten the hardship of having evil taskmasters and their cries for rescue.

And God’s response to them ‘he provided for them’. ‘The Lord said to Moses, “I have heard the grumbling of the Israelites. Tell them, ‘At twilight you will eat meat, and in the morning you will be filled with bread. Then you will know that I am the Lord your God.’” Exodus 16:11-12.

King David in the Psalms reflected the hard things that he faced as King of Israel, of being a failed human being without the ability to make right choices, of being hunted down by enemies who wanted to destroy him and steal his kingdom, and those numerous times he didn’t understand God’s plans and purposes.

There seems to be a difference to the complaints of the Israelites and the complaints of David.  The Israelites often seem to grumble about God and David seemed to grumble to God.  God didn’t tire from demonstrating to his children who he is and that his plans are for their good.  But the Psalms seem to give us a language to use, to express our frustrations and confusion.

Both of these biblical situations show us that God cares about his children and does provide for them however, the Psalms teach us that God wants to hear our complaints, he wants us to turn to him in our despair.  He is a God who listens, he is a God who wants to bring comfort and relief from the confusion of living in this world of sin framing it in the hope of the eternal promised land to come.

The art of complaining isn’t that we shouldn’t complain but who we turn to, the one who not only hears our complaints but who can do something about them.  Are we willing to face God and complain to him, to bring our confusion and despair to him, why? Because he is the one who provides, he is the one who gifted us life and he is the one who can bring eternal hope for the life you face in the here and now.

This week take a moment to take your complaints to God, to share with him the deepest hurts hidden way down and discover the rest that only Jesus brings; lifting the burdens that you have been carrying all these years from those places of responsibility that overwhelm you, giving you understanding of how to deal with the life he has gifted to you.

Why should we complain to God?  Not just because we can, but because we need to.  If we don’t, then we live the lie that the trajectory of the world and those in it are our responsibility.

Jesus says “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest”.

Tell him today how you feel…..and be honest!

Obedience

For though we live in the world, we do not wage war as the world does. The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. 2 Corinthians 10:3-5 niv

I don’t know about you but the word obedience always fills me with dread.  It always reminders me how I can never measure up no matter how hard I try. As a Christian it is a word that has plagued me more than I was willing to face up to.

As I child I found it impossible to be obedient, even though I was often too scared to be disobedient because I didn’t like the consequences of being in trouble with my parents, inside I wasn’t a willing participant in being obedient.  I often resented my parents for making me do what I should want to do.

I hate sin, I hate what it does to me and to the people around me, to those I love, to those I call friends, to my neighbours, to the world at war against each other.

So if we hate sin why is it so hard to be obedient to Jesus’ call to follow him, he who is the only one without sin.

I have had many ‘addictions’ that the Lord Jesus has undone in me, much of which he has shown were strongholds because they were based on my own thinking/belief system rather than on the truth of who Jesus is and his way of thinking.  I need to bring all my thoughts captive to Christ rather than allowing them to take me captive to sin.

However, the conflict between the love of food and the desire to lose weight has been the ultimate challenge for me to overcome….or not.

Over the 40 years of this battle, I have moments of physical transformation where I could do enough exercise to counteract the food intake and many a time exercise has encouraged me to make better food choices.

However, the love of food always seemed to win out, especially after a freak gym accident that stopped me from doing the amount of exercise I needed to counteract my appetite; my most favourite being ‘spin class’ (indoor cycling) such fun.

Recently the Holy Spirit has challenged this reluctance towards obedience and is helping me reframe my understanding of obedience.

I have been learning that Jesus’ call to obedience isn’t meant to be something out of duty, it isn’t meant to be something to prove we belong to him it is about who we are following and where we are following him to.

This takes us back to the time of the Israelites out in the wilderness wandering for 40 years. Why? Because of their disobedience. But what enabled them to keep going why didn’t they just give up and go back to Egypt?  2 things: they were following their Saviour and they were headed to the promised land.

Know the one who you are following and where he is taking you

Whatever we say about Israel, no matter how far they pushed God’s boundaries they never went back to Egypt during those wilderness years.  It was God’s continuous mercy that enabled Israel to keep repenting, keep turning back towards God, the one who rescued them from their slavery in Egypt. 

Just like little children we need to keep learning how to trust Jesus our Saviour. As we keep getting it wrong and wandering off in the opposite direction we learn from life’s consequences that there is only one we can trust, only one we can depend on and that one is Jesus himself.  He alone who is without sin.

Obedience isn’t a list of rules and regulations but is a call to follow Him no matter what.  And Jesus’ promise to us?…….’Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.’ Deut 31:6. God declared this to Joshua just before the Israelites were to arrive in the promised land.

Our greatest enemy is the devil who wants to stop us in our relationship with Jesus, who wants to stop us getting to the promised land and do anything to cause us to turn away from Jesus.  One of his weapons against us is temptation.  All temptation is to stop us from following Jesus and turn back to living life anyway we want to.  What would it take for you to reject Jesus? 

We do not need to be phased or terrified of sin because Jesus is the one who overcame it. He is the weapon, he is the glory that destroys the darkness. Our focus in regard to obedience isn’t really about what we do but why we do it.  Jesus wants us to follow him and learn how to live a life that enables us and others to flourish and grow; the devil, even though his temptations appear attractive, they all lead to darkness and ultimately are for our harm and the harm of others.

All that Jesus does is always for our good and his glory.

To be obedient is to agree with Jesus that He alone knows what is for our good and reject the temptation to go the opposite way.

How do we demolish the strongholds in our lives, those places where we think we have no choice but to do the wrong thing?  Be obedient to Jesus.  Follow his lead and leave the results to him. 

I am learning to stop focusing on overcoming my sin because as I do I end up trying to deal with it on my own, so I am learning instead to turn to Jesus for his help. That every time I sin I repent rather than pretending I haven’t done anything wrong, every time I want to sin I want to choose to turn to Jesus for help. rather than give into sin. I want to spend more time with Jesus, talking to him, reading about him, learning who he is in the bible, celebrating all he is and all he has done and is doing. 

The apostle Paul in Romans reminds us that we are more than conquerors. This is a real battle and we shouldn’t do this alone.  I have a trusted friend who shares the reality that this battle for our souls is real and will pray against the devil’s schemes on my behalf. 

Let us join in prayer for fellow brothers and sisters in Christ remembering that the battle belongs to the Lord, he is the one who has overcome death, has destroyed sin and the devil, he alone brings us out of darkness and into his marvellous light. He alone was the one who was obedient to his Father so that no one would perish but have everlasting life.  Let us bask in his glory and his provision.

When we put our faith and trust in Jesus we become children of God, we become family, God is our Father who only wants good for us.

However, all of this is only possible if we repent and believe Jesus died on the cross for our sins so that we can have everlasting life.  If this is your place of confusion or temptation to reject Jesus, please keep asking questions, please keep being curious and interested in understanding why Jesus did what he did.  Seek out churches who can answer your questions. Never give up until you see his glory.

Lord Jesus teach us how to follow you well, show us the ways in which we think we know best, change our thinking to line up with yours and help us to reject all things that will harm us no matter how attractive they look.  Amen

The pursuit of knowledge

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Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain. Psalm 139:6 niv

Knowledge is a wonderful thing isn’t it.  Knowledge is something we seem to be willing to sacrifice much to gain the fountain of all wisdom, including our time, money and relationships.

In the minds of many there seems to be an underlying belief within ‘the pursuit of knowledge leads to great power’.  It is certainly part of the dog-eat-dog worldview of many companies instead of Spiderman’s famous quote ‘with great power comes great responsibility’ much of our worldview seems to live out ‘with great knowledge comes great power’ which we use against each other.

We can have many ideas of what we believe or what we think however it is in how we live life that speaks volumes of what our true heart’s desires are and who we aim to benefit.

You may be surprised that we, as humanity, have limits to our knowledge; we only know because we learn.

Our education system seems to be driven by the ethic/belief that all people can have the same success in life, the deciding factor being the quality of our education. In practice, from what I have observed, we are all different in our ability to access learning and for many of us there are many other obstacles to our ability to live what we learn.

Education isn’t the complete answer to a child’s ability to progress in life I truly believe it’s more about our response to what we see around us; our pursuit of learning should stem from curiosity, as it is the satisfaction of this curiosity that allows a person, no matter who they are, to thrive.   When we become convinced that there is a greater purpose in our learning, then we become excited about the world around us and become curious to learn.

If we want our children to thrive at school, we need to focus on the wonder of discovering something we don’t know.  This isn’t the pursuit of knowledge but the curiosity of learning.

I remember as a child we would learn how to identify trees by their leaves, which left me amazed by the world around me, and I grew up with a desire to know more.  However, the pursuit of knowledge, of passing exams, usurps this desire and, in many cases, it can destroy it.

Tragically, many of our schools are producing children who can’t wait to stop learning

I wonder how many future explorers we have put off by killing their sense of curiosity, by creating an education system of performance rather than include the experience of the joy of learning.

I love learning and I love teaching children the joy of learning.  Because we were created to learn, we were created to be curious so that we can discover the unknown, but more than that so we can be led to the Creator of all.

Wonderfully the Creator of all is all knowing and in his Omniscience he makes it possible for us to known him.

How amazing is that? I wonder if you had the power of all knowledge what would you use it for?  God uses it to make himself known to us.

God is all knowing because he is knowledge, he is the source of all knowledge, he never learns only teaches. We on the other hand can only teach once we have learned.

The beautiful Psalm of King David ‘such knowledge (God’s knowledge of his creation) is too wonderful for me’ expresses the awe and wonder we should have when considering God and his omniscience.  God teaches us that this pursuit of knowledge is too lofty for us to attain – the introduction of sin into the world was the moment humanity thought they could out know God, that by knowing everything then we can live independently of God.  This is what led to the destruction of humanity.

There are limits to our knowledge because we are sinful at heart, we want what we want when we want it – it is this pursuit of the heart that makes a world at war leading only to destruction instead of a world of growth and human flourishing.

It took me to the age of about 45 to realise that I was never meant to focus on knowing stuff but growing up is about learning and learning and learning.  As we learn from our Creator our pursuit of him becomes our priority.  As we pursue knowing God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit then we discover who we are, why we are here, and how to live the life he has gifted to us.  God our Father knows us better than we know ourselves.

Instead of our pursuit of knowledge, our souls are crying out to be satisfied by knowing the one who created us, the one who has a plan to rescue every human being from their interpretation of self and destroy the evil in the world, so that our future with him is one of eternal safety filled with joy and praise.

Let us all have hearts that desire to learn from the Master, the one who created us, to be in relationship with Him and grow in our desire to spend eternity with Him.

Not sure where to start…..begin with the Speak Life 3,2,1 course it opens your imagination into what you have been missing and sets your path towards the one who created you.

For those of us already in the church family let us pray that we focus more on our pursuit of knowing Christ rather than the pursuit of academia or bettering ourselves, as it is the Lord Jesus who transforms us to be like him as he is all knowing. Just like King David let us be in awe of who Jesus is and what he has done for us, not because we deserved it but because he uses his all knowing power to make himself known to us.

Appetite suppression

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‘Taste and see the Lord is good……’ Psalm 34:8a

Carrying on from last weeks blog regarding New Year’s resolutions I was reminded how many of our resolutions are about finding a resolution for our appetites.  Keeping fit allows us to eat more, we eat more so we exercise more.  Or we eat less so we don’t have to keep fit or we eat less and exercise more because our bodies seem to scream that this is the only way we can keep ourselves under control.

There are many appetites that bring us shame and guilt, deep down we know giving into these appetites are wrong but somehow, they overtake us, somehow, they control how we think, sleep, behave.  If only there was an appetite suppressant, if only we could have mastery over our appetites and make them go away.

In Psalm 34 King David was hiding in a cave after escaping the clutches of his enemies and he was proclaiming the heart of God to rescue his people.  David new what it was and is to live in fear but he speaks from experience of the deliverance of God from what harms us.

It is interesting that David reflected on God’s salvation and protection as he and his men were in hiding from their enemies, I wonder if the security of the cave was what prompted his thoughts of rescue. His place of fear, his place of knowing in and of himself he had nowhere else to go, it was this moment his reflection was to praise God.

David then implores his men to ‘taste and see the Lord is good, blessed is the man who trusts in him’.  It is no accident that these two verbs of taste and see don’t need to be explained to us but the direction of taste and see are turned away from the natural direction of self and is pointing into the opposite direction towards our LORD and Saviour.

I have many a time thought about how much easier it would be if I didn’t have any taste buds, if only I didn’t have a sweet tooth life would be so much easier.

I don’t know if David’s men were complaining they were hungry, or whether fear of death stopped them from thinking about unimportant things such as food, what we do know is that David was redirecting their thinking away from their fear and towards the goodness and grace of God.

There’s much more that can be said but for now, this coming week instead of trying to focus in on suppressing your appetite, try and turn your heart towards God and taste and see that He is good.

Taste and see that the Lord is good;
    blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.
  Fear the Lord, you his holy people,
    for those who fear him lack nothing.
   The lions may grow weak and hungry,
    but those who seek the Lord lack no good thing. Psalm 34:8-10

Celebrate good times come on

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‘to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favour ‘ Luke 4:19

The title of this blog comes from a song that was written to celebrate God’s creation of Adam.  However, for those of us who know it we would associate it with discos and having a good night out but this was never the intention of the original writer of the song.

This got me thinking about our New Year’s resolutions and how we try and begin a New Year with great intentions to live better than the previous year or to transform the overindulgence of the month before.

Somewhere in us, we want to improve our health, wealth, and relationships; deep down, we know something needs to change.

I wonder what your resolution was; I wonder how long it lasted.

For those of us who seem to ooze self-control, we might even reach the end of the year with resolutions intact and ambitions achieved.

But the real question is did you choose the right resolution?  Was your goal the right one?  Who did it benefit you, others, or both? Is this yearly impulse to do better God’s plan for us?

If we’re honest, our resolutions are often about bettering ourselves and attempting to create a better outward representation to the world. For many of us, it becomes a means to hide what is inside, to ignore the pain, suffering and ugliness of our hidden sin.

If this is you, then I have great news for you. There is a means to end this suffering, a means by which you can deal with the hidden pain and ugliness that sin traps us in.

You won’t be surprised when I say Jesus is the source of this great news, but you may be surprised by why He is the solution!

In Luke 4 Jesus was in the synagogue reading from the scriptures and this particular day he was reading Isaiah 61 which said one was to come who would proclaim three things.

  1. Proclaim good news to the poor
  2. Proclaim freedom for the captives
  3. Proclaim the year of the LORD’s favour

And as Jesus closed the scroll he said ‘“Today this scripture is fulfilled in your hearing.”

These may mean very little to us but to the Israelites who heard this, it was the most shocking news as they knew it meant he was fulfilling the promise of the Year of the Sabbath and the Year of Jubilee.  These were times in the calendar when all sins, all debts, and all failures were cancelled out. Everyone was free to begin life again without debt, without sin and shame for all they’d previously done wrong.

Can you imagine rather than making New Year’s Resolutions in an attempt to better ourselves we look to someone who can cancel out all our debts, all our sins, all that brings us shame, regret, and fear?

Well, I have ‘good news’ now is the year of the Sabbath, now is the year of Jubilee, now is the year of the LORD’s favour. 

Now is the time for us to realise the reason we keep seeking for more is that we’re really poor because there is something we are lacking.

Now is the time we realise that everything we chase after is keeping us captive.  That only Jesus has the power to set us free, free from our sin and the sin of others.

Why? Because Jesus is the ‘year of the LORD’s favour’. Jesus is who completes us.

Take time to read Isaiah 61. As God declares to the ancient world who his Messiah is going to be, today we can have confidence that the Messiah has come to not only proclaim but to also fulfill these ancient promises, which are as relevant to us today as they were to those who first heard them.

Isaiah 61:3

‘to bestow on them a crown of beauty
    instead of ashes,
the oil of joy
    instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
    instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
    a planting of the Lord
    for the display of his splendor’.

So maybe your ‘new’, New Year’s resolution will be ‘let me be a display of your splendor, Jesus, as you turn my ashes of trauma into beauty, my mourning of sinful regret to joy, and my spirit of despair that grief and darkness will never end into a garment of praise’.

Now that’s what I think is worth celebrating!

And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from the evil one

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“he will crush your head, and you will strike his heel.” Genesis 3:15b niv

Here we are at the end of the Lord’s prayer just as we reach the final week before Christmas.  It feels quite fitting that the end of the prayer leads us to Jesus himself.

Temptation feels quite a modern topic we are surrounded by things to entice us away from God’s good purposes.  For someone who has been plagued throughout my life by addictions and seeking ways of feeling better about who I am, what I have done or even what has been done to me the Lord’s prayer brings clarity and comfort.

Temptation isn’t a sin, the act is something that is done against us by the evil one. Here we are in good company after all Jesus himself was tempted as soon as his ministry was declared by God, Jesus was taken by the Holy Spirit into the desert. It is the accepting of the temptation to trust in anything other than God’s good purposes that is the sin.

It is not God who is doing the tempting but God is using the temptation to highlight the hidden sin within so it can be brought out into the light to be destroyed. With God sin is ultimately destroyed without God sin ultimately destroys us.

The reason Jesus wants us to pray this is to challenge us to question do we want to be tempted or do we want Jesus to rescue us. Sometimes the enticement of sin is attractive and exciting…..just like Edmund and his turkish delight!

Why would God send Jesus to be tested, why would God allow Jesus his own son to face the temptation of the evil one?

Believe it or not for our good!

We needed to know he was the chosen one, we needed to know that he was the promised one, we needed to know that through his testing he was perfect, without sin, without rejection of God’s goodness, willing to do God’s will.

It was declared in Genesis 3 that an offspring/child would come to crush the head of Satan, the one who came to destroy God’s relationship with his created people.  Here in Genesis 3 verse 15 is hope for every human being, that God would send one who would put enmity between Satan and humanity and crush Satan’s head.

This is the reverse of the curse instead of humanity being separated from God, Jesus would come from heaven to earth. From glory into the pit of sin to provide the means to pull us out of the pit eternally separating Satan and humanity bringing us back into relationship with Father God. In God’s goodness he made this promise at the moment humanity rejected Him.

Only Satan is destined to stay in the pit, there is no rescue plan for him. Jesus not only came to rescue us but to destroy the devil.  The devil and sin would be eternally destroyed.

Believe it or not this is for our good!

The moment Jesus was tempted in the desert we see the demise of Satan, we see the lack of power he actually has.  Jesus faced the real excruciating hunger from no food or drink for 40 days and nights which made him vulnerable to the temptation to seek the quick way out of his suffering.

If any of you have faced suffering of any kind whether circumstantial, self-inflicted or emotional we seem to be motivated to do anything we can to protect ourselves from the pain.  We want the quick way out, it seems our drive is to be at the end of the suffering and we can’t see any good that would ever come out of it.  Sometimes we can reflect looking back and see some perspective but, in the moment, we just want it to stop.

At the moment of Jesus temptation we see that his heart is for the Father’s will, it is the words of God that has the power to stop temptation in its track.  ‘It is written’ these powerful words from Jesus were the fire filled darts aimed at the devil’s evil plans.

Believe it or not this is for our good!

Trusting in the promises of God is the place of our victory because of what Jesus accomplished at the cross.

At the cross Jesus demonstrated his humanity in asking God to remove the cup of suffering if it is his will.  This excruciating suffering moment of Christ is the place of sacrifice that he came for on that first Christmas morn.  Would he choose to stop the pain, or would he choose to do whatever it takes to fulfil God’s will?

Often, we think about this moment as Good verse Evil.  However, this gives a sense of equality, that goodness wins out over evil because goodness pays off, goodness is what we all hope for.  However the truth is that God’s goodness is the only power at play, it is his goodness that created all we see, it is his goodness that demonstrates his grace to move towards us despite our sin, it is God’s goodness that sent his Son to die on the cross so that we wouldn’t have to, it is God’s goodness that would use the weakness of humanity to destroy the power of the devil, it is God’s goodness that destroys sin.

The only power the devil has is the power to tempt humanity and we have a choice either to believe the lies of the devil against God, or to recognise the goodness of God who sent Jesus to rescue us for our good.

This Christmas time as we celebrate the arrival of the child who came to die for our sins let us remember all that we have been given, all we are is because God is good and wants good for us.

The temptation of Christ demonstrates to us the pure heart of Christ that in his humanity he was perfect, not being in this for himself but to stand in our place, a sacrificial love for the Father’s will and for the good of God’s people.

And as we face temptation let us ask the Holy Spirit to give us the strength of Christ to reject the temptation to turn away from God and instead willingly live lives with a thankful heart even in the face of suffering, or loss, or rejection knowing with confidence that Jesus will accomplish all that the Father has promised for his glory and our good.

1 Peter 5:10 says, “And after you have suffered for a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore you, secure you, strengthen you, and establish you”. 

Dear Father lead us not unto temptation but deliver us from evil for yours is the kingdom, the power and glory for ever and ever Amen.

Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us

‘for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God’ Romans 3:23

Out of all the commands found in scripture forgiveness seems the hardest of them all to even contemplate especially if we have been sinned against.

Father God takes sin seriously so much so that all sin must be paid for, all sin on the day of judgement will be destroyed.  Sin is not part of God’s eternal plan and whether we like it or not sin is part and parcel of human nature.

As a follower of Jesus, we are told to pray for the forgiveness of those who sin against us.  This completely goes against our human instinct after all I need compensation for my suffering at the hands of another, I need retribution for the harm caused to me not only physically but emotionally too.

In Matthew Chapter 6 where we find the Lord’s prayer, we are told that our condition of forgiveness is judged through whether we have a heart willing to forgive.  Why would God set such a high expectation?  Surely that’s unfair! Jesus wants us to understand that as his followers we have already considered Christ’s death as the only payment possible for our own sin therefore first and foremost we should have recognised and understood the depth of the depravity of our own sin.

That it is my sin against God that required Jesus to come from heaven to earth to die on the cross.

Our human instinct causes us to point the finger at the sin of others, we are less likely to be willing to see the true depravity, the full horror of our own sin.  We instinctively under play our own part towards the darkness of sin, the danger of this is that we can end up dwelling in the place of self-pity which is what ultimately ends up destroying us rather than being destroyed by the one who sinned against us.

The beauty and joy of Christ’s forgiveness towards all brings us the freedom to live offering loving kindness to all. 

Forgiveness isn’t forgetting what was done towards us but bringing all sin to the cross of Christ, the place of judgement against all sin. Forgiveness towards others is accepting that we are not the judge who has the right to bring righteous punishment but as we forgive, we are saying to God ‘I trust you to judge well, I trust you to do the right thing, please heal my hurt’.

We don’t forgive because the person is worth forgiving, we forgive because we have been forgiven.  We don’t forget but we bring our memory to Christ again and again until the demand for justice subsides because we have confidence that God is the perfect judge.

The fruit of hate is bitterness, the heart of bitterness destroys us not the one who sinned against us.

The fruit of Jesus is love and what does this love bring? Joy, peace, patience, goodness, kindness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

As we grapple from the hurt of sin from others let it cause us to remember the hurt and offence our own sin has caused the heart of God, it causes him no less pain but instead of hitting out he moves towards us and offers us the solution to our own sinful instincts…..the sacrifice of his one and only Son, Our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

Let us pray for hearts that not only want to be forgiven but want Jesus’ power through the Holy Spirit, to forgive those who sin against us.

Disclaimer……being sinned against needs careful and considerate counselling and prayerful support particularly when dealing with domestic abuse.  If you are being abused or have been abused please seek professional prayerful help…..do not suffer in silence. 

And if you are an abuser, you know no matter how many times you promise to change you just can’t, please seek professional prayerful help…..today is the day you can deal with the sin within rather than make others suffer for the bitterness hidden away inside.

Give us this day our daily bread

John 6:31-32. ‘Our ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness; as it is written: ‘He gave them bread from heaven to eat’. Jesus said to them, “Very truly I tell you, it is not Moses who has given you the bread from heaven, but it is my Father who gives you the true bread from heaven’.

This verse in the heart of the Lord’s Prayer  ‘Give us this day our daily bread’ opened my heart to the truth that there is so much more depth and treasure to the word of God than I had realised in the past.

As I read this a number of years ago, I wondered why Jesus was telling his disciples to daily seek God for their daily needs when in the next passage he is telling them not to worry about what they shall eat or wear.  Some people would call this a contradiction!

On the surface there is the truth that on one hand we seek God for all we need and on the other we trust he has already provided us with what we need so we live out our lives in thanksgiving.

God seems to be the focus of this prayer rather than us being the subject of the prayer we can assume what God is teaching us about is not only him as our physical provider but we are to turn to him for our spiritual nourishment too. And we see this truth confirmed in John 6: 31-32. We also see this throughout the Old Testament and New Testament that our physical needs, physical desires, physical appetites , physical lives are to help us to understand how to live out our new spiritual life in Jesus.

At the heart of this prayer and at the heart of the gospel message is that our greatest and ultimate need is Christ himself.

As we pray this prayer ‘Give us this day our daily bread’ our heart is to cry out for the manna from heaven, Jesus Christ who is our true bread, who we are to feed from daily just as we daily cry out for food we are to cry out for the one true God who alone brings complete satisfaction to the desires of our hearts.

Instead of praying for the daily requests of getting a leg up onto the next step of the social ladder, for the comforts of life to be bestowed on us, or even for the elusive car parking space that requires a miracle from God, let us learn from God’s word what our hearts should be desiring.

Let us pray that Jesus will transform us into his likeness

2 Corinthians 3:18: “And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being changed into his likeness, from one degree of glory to another; for this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.

Let us pray for a heart the overflows with love for the world

Matthew 28:17-20 ‘When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. Then Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely, I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”

Let us pray to be Christ minded

Col 3:2-4 ‘Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory’.

Every time we pray, every time we read scripture, we are to pray it into our lives and into the lives of our family and friends.  This is the daily bread we need; this is the daily bread our souls cry out for; this is the daily bread that comes straight from heaven.

Does this means the little things in life don’t matter, does this mean that our physical lives are unimportant……absolutely not but the daily bread of Jesus gives us spiritual sight so we can see where these earthly things are to be placed……. under Christ instead of in place of Christ.

I pray that today we all find satisfaction in the feeding from the word of God, after all just like our stomachs our souls are already hungry.